Gay Dad Life

Simplicity of a Newborn

For the first few months after becoming dads to baby Harper, we constantly fielded the same question: “Are you both exhausted?”


Maybe exhaustion provides a right of passage as a parent, but we both felt amazing. Were we not doing something correctly? Our new parent fact: a newborn is very easy. Life happens in the simplest form. Every day revolves around eating, sleeping and playing. As new parents, we continued the same routines of our daily life that we had as a family of two.

Now, the adoption process leading up to becoming dads was definitely a journey of complete and total exhaustion! Not being completely in control of the process and the outcome impacted every aspect of our daily lives. I truly believe that we both held our breaths until the day we met our daughter Harper. Once we began to parent, I feel that we embraced our new roles as dads.

Harper was born in Abilene, Texas, and we spent 12 days as brand-new parents away from our family and home. Living out of a suitcase and in a hotel is not the most ideal situation with a six-pound baby, but we faced everything head on as we navigated this starkly different life role.

We made mistakes, asked a lot of questions and went over our data limit with Google searches, but we just jumped in and let Harper teach us. We realized there was no book, class, seminar or YouTube video that can truly prepare you as a first-time parent.

Matthew and I were shocked when someone expressed displeasure toward us for having Harper out at a restaurant when she was only one-week old. I never read or heard of staying home until she reached a certain age. Our desires were for Harper to fit in our lives and be a part of everything that we enjoyed doing, and we would make sure that everything we enjoyed doing fit around her daily routine of eating, sleeping and playing.

Perhaps one of my most stressful moments came when we were only a couple of hours away from the hospital where we would first meet Harper. Feeding and burping an infant was terrifying to me. I did not want to start the learning process in front of Harper’s birthmother and family, all of whom I knew would be at the hospital upon our arrival. My only request was for Matthew to jump in and volunteer if we got asked to feed or diaper Harper while at the hospital. I begged him with this only request and he ensured me he would not “throw me under the bus.”

Matthew and I were enjoying the site of our barely one-day-old daughter when someone asked which one of us wanted to feed Harper first. Believe it or not, Matthew looked at me and said, “Do you want to?” Seriously! I am a pro now, well, except for the swaddling.

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"Dad," Jonathan said. "Would you just get out of the house and go on a date already?" (You may remember wise-beyond-his-years Jonathan from this post that went viral of a tattoo he got commemorating his adoption day.)

On his son's encouragement, Richard started dipping a tentative toe back into the dating pool. In 2015, he met Kevin thanks to mutual friends that introduced them via social media. It took four months before Richard introduced Kevin to his son, who was a Sophomore in high school at the time.

On New Year's Eve in 2017, Kevin proposed while the couple was vacationing in Palm Springs. The city has an outdoor festival every year, he explained, which the couple attended. The band Plain White T's happened to be performing their hit "Hey There Delilah" as Kevin got down on one knee and proposed. "Now whenever I hear that song it brings back memories of that night," Richard said.

Richard and Kevin married on March 30, 2019 back at the scene of the crime — in Palm Springs, at the Frederick Loewe Estate. Jonathan was Richard's best man, and also walked him down the aisle (awwww.....). Kevin's brother Bobby served as his best man.

"As so many wonderful moments continue to happen for us in Palm Springs, we now own a home there in addition to our primary residence in Bentonville, Arkansas," said Richard.

Check out video from the couple's special day below!


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Based on a true story, the film follows Brittany, an overweight and over-boozed 20-something, trying to clean up her act by training for the New York City marathon — while doing so, she meets Seth (the gay dad), and the two begin to train together, along with Brittany's neighbor Catherine. Each has their own motivation for running: getting one's live together, recovering from a messy divorce, or an attempt to impress one's athletic son. (Which is the gay dad? Guess you'll have to watch to find out!)

We won't give too much more away, apart from saying that the trio — based off of actual people and events — really works. It's the feel good film you're waiting to see.

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